your slowly starting to fade .

and im slowly starting to drift away .

into someone else’s arms .

kissing someone else’s lips .

feeling their body ,

being touched by someone else’s hands .

it was strange to have this connection without you .

i felt whole , yet empty , all in the same .

your still gone .

and i still have to deal with that .

but for now ,

i will explore something new .

something that is real , and in front of me .

for a moment , i knew it was going to be ok .

i will get through this .

for a moment ,

i forgot about you .

and ill remember that .