My pen is poised
My plague of words
Is ready to stream
After so many years.
My wings are crippled
I can no longer fly
Now I can only
Fall.
I can only watch
And fall.
I've lost control
I’m spinning out
My long decent
I can’t get out
I wish it was over
Can’t leave unscathed
So dark and cold
As I fall.
So lonely and cold
As I fall.
I am a hazard
To all I see
I would cater your whims
But as you can see
I’m bound in these chains
I cannot get free;
I’m in quite a predicament
My dreams say good riddance
I see your indifference
There is no resistance.
All barriers gone as I fall
All barriers gone as I fall.
They pelt me with words
As I make my decent
Not a drop of affection
For one of their own.
Wish I could dissuade
This barrage of words
Wish they could know
How bad it hurts.
But I am helpless
As I fall;
I have no voice
As I fall.
This may be homicide
But look on the bright side;
This is my fate
A mutual pain
Only one can survive
Only one can live by
So I accept my life
And watch the black run by.
Watch the black run by
As I fall
No light in sight
As I fall
No hope to survive
As I fall
Hoping it’s over
As I fall.