They found him in your lungs,
I cant believe it is in you,
He eats you from inside,
So painful that you can't handle,
Its start of April new life with him,
Who eats you from inside,
I cant help but I didn’t believe,
That they found him in you,
They found metastasis in your head,
It was to late to do operation,
But we believed that you will stay with us,
The every moment of my life flew by ,
When I saw your face so helpless,
You believed that everything will be fine,
But after 10 procedure of radiotherapy ,
You came back home from hospital,
I did miss you every day,
After 2 months they were happy how you doing and handle everything,
But at July 11th at 11:30 you gone ,
We were sure that you will do your 60th birthday,
But no the God didn’t think that ,
The doctors were in shock how fast person can leave this world,
And how not fear ,
I know you see me,
I truly believe in it,
I miss you so much,
Sometimes I cant handle it,
But I know that you will be sad that I’m crying ,
But you said I only one who can't show real feelings,
You never figure out when I was angry or sad but you tried,
So I thing you proud of me.
I hope you are watching my future steps.