The feeling you get when you know something is going to happen.
The feeling where your heart sinks into your stomach causing you to feel sick..
No one listeins to your bad feeling
And there is nothing you can do.
Nothing to do but watxh it happen.
This wasnt suppose to happen.
None of it was.
My life has changed from that night and it seems to be getting worse.
Sleepless nights sitting by yourself replaying it in your head.
Wishing you could change it all.
No matter what im told I know its my fault it went this far.
I dont use my head and I see that now..
No one wants to help you threw it because they dont want to talk about or they dont know..
Ill trust my bad feelings next time even if no one else does..
If there's even a next time