Im tired of trying,Im tired of lying,

I know Iv been smiling,

But inside im dying.



im not suppose to love you,Im not suppose to care,

Im not suppose to live my life

Wishing you were there.



Every time I fall in love

I fall for someone new,

Still I always find myself Falling back for you.

I loved you once I love you still,

I always have And I always will.



All these poems are representing you,

I wonder if you have a clue

How I really feel for you.



I thought I made it obvious

Calling out your name,

Im guessing it wasn’t good enough,

I might be going insane.



Tears are words the heart can’t say,

From my lips “I love you” stays away.



To many stars in the sky,

Too many tears left my eyes,

Too many guys left in the blue,

None of which compare to you.



So keep my heart

Until you have a answer,

Take your time, do not rush

Ill be waiting......

Your long lost crush.