The pain in which I
In afflicted myself

Has gone to hurt
The one I love

Though that pain kills me
More than it hurts him

I know in not well
I know I’m a bad influence

I died
The moment

I saw
What I saw

I thought
It was an accident

I was so confused
I had no clue

What was going on?
What happened?
What went wrong?

My heart stopped
I wanted to end it

I wanted to end it
Right there and then

I couldn’t even breathe
The air heavy

I wanted to end it
Didn’t

I love him
I can’t
My word
My life
Relies in him

He has my heart
He has mine
I’m not giving it back