So here I am,
A place I never thought I'd be,
a place I never thought never existed outside of my nightmares
A place that is to painfull to think about,
most-less be.
Yet here I am.
crying,
screaming,
begging out,
wishing for you to come rescue me,
yet your the one who put me here.
Nothingness in the air
yet I feel like im breathing in shards of glass.
My memorys huant me
like demons in the night.
There eating away at my soul,
day by day,
night by night,
minute by minute,
but time doesnt exist here.
Im slowely fading away,
slipping into this place more and more.
this place where only you have the key to.
My memories,
the demons,
they dont come and go,
for they stay.
Constintally reminding me of you,
of what used to be,
of what should still be.
For you see,
this place,
this horrid,unreal place
is a place where I'm without you,
a place where I'm without your love,
a place where you dumpted me and left me for dead,
a place where there is no sleep,
becuase sleep is a relief,
a relief where I can pretend your still mine, and there is no relief here.
Only the facts.
The facts I could go my whole life without knowing,
That i've lost your love,
the one thing I lived for.
I should've known it was to good to be true. for look around.
Im here now.
In this place where only you can save me from, yet you wont.
For the key is your heart, since you've already stolen mine,
and ripped it apart,
shred by shred,
watching the blood fall to the floor.
The demons surround me more and more,
flooding my memory with thoughts of us.
But there is no "us" anymore.
So im stuck in this place,
this un-named place
that exist outside of time and space.
A place of pain,sorrow, and loneliness.
A place without you.