he says he wants me  gone,

but he still says forever,

he loves her,

he also loves me,

i shatter...

 i see my wost fear,

my hart is worthless

i am worthless

want to run an hide,

yet i stay,

its killing me,

theres nothing left,

im just a wast of space,

im nothing without him,

havent eatin in a month,

covinsed hell come back,

once im skinny,

hell fall in love me,

like he did before,

not dimiss my dark eyes,

i have no reason to hold on,

i want to be gone,

i want to die,

he kills me,

love you.

was never hear,

the last day she was her,

finally words..

he said he loved me.

he left for her.

almost year,

oh that was worthless time.

he must love to kill me.