We constantly

fight and argue

no matter what happens

we always end up

fighting and arguing

I never wanted it

to end like this

am I still talking?

god,

I'm so sorry

about this

I came to tell you

something, somehow

all my courage 

is melting

disappearing

making me

lose everything

everything that matters

to me 

it's all that

I can do

not to lose

you too

cause right about 

now

you're all I've 

got

in this

lonely world

I can't see

anything more 

important than you

right now

or then

when you

told me

it was over

i got 

worried

not sure

what to do

or where to go

anymore

so i 

faked a smile

dried my eyes

slit my wrists

and cut my thighs

I hated myself

and I hated my life

welcoming

everyone

into my world

of lies

then maybe

a few 

weeks later

I stopped by you

just to see you

one last time 

we ended up

in a deep

pool of 

feelings

I told you

I came to

say

something

something important

i just

wanna say

I miss you

and i 

want you

to be there 

for me

and I need you

to stay here

with me