I don't think it was a good choice
No I don't think I was right
But before I realized it
I'd thought I knew myself better than that

Always outside, far from people
They'd hurt me cause I feel too deeply
And with you it was the same
Except of the fact you never did a thing

And I, I try to count
Count the days that left for you
It is never enough
For me to make up for the lost time

How hard do I have to try
How loud do I have to shout
How far from here are you now
How many miles apart
How long do I have to go
How slowly do I have to work
How far from here are you now
How many miles apart

See I know you didn't mean it
But look what happened now
And after all the years without you
I just want to be by your side

I want to open up my heart
And let my feelings fill you now
Let everyone I love in
And just forgive myself what I've done

And I, I try to count
Count the days that left for you
It is never enough
For me to make up for the lost time

How hard do I have to try
How loud do I have to shout
How far from here are you now
How many miles apart