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frayed and afraid
They said to me with a hint of sorrow in their voice
Do you ever grace yourself with a smile
I said to them no it;s been a while
They said to me are you in pain
My hands are blistered from holding myself too tight
My eyes are dry from the tears i can’t cry
They said to me are you in pain
I said i’m just tired they worry in vain
I’m a ghost of myself
I shed my shell
I’m a hollow body dragged by chains
With magma in my blood hardening my veins
When i unravel
My heart bleeds from stitching myself back together
When i am frayed i fear these knots won’t last forever
I am stitched together by impurities
I am woven by insecurities
But i’m unraveling by a strangers hands
I don’t smile
I don’t laugh
I don’t feel
Who is this person i see in the mirror
She looks hollow
She looks gaunt
She looks so far gone
Has someone taken her
Replaced her with her shadow
When i unravel
My heart bleeds from stitching myself back together
When i am frayed i fear these knots won’t last forever
I am stitched together by impurities
I am woven by insecurities
But i’m unraveling by a strangers hands
They asked me am i tired
I gave them the best answer i could
I said yes
They told me to get some rest
Ive been sleeping every waking moment possible
But i keep waking up feeling lost and dull
I should feel rested
I should feel something
So i’ll cut a smile into me
So they don’t have to worry
But i’m walking in a darkness that the sun can’t touch
Or is the darkness inside of me
I don’t know much
It’s like i’m sleepwalking
They said to me with a hint of sorrow in their voice
Do you ever grace yourself with a smile
I said to them no it's been a while
They said to me are you in pain
My hands are blistered from holding myself too tight
My eyes are dry from the tears i can’t cry
They said to me are you in pain
I said i’m just tired they worry in vain
Why can’t broken souls be met just like broken bones
The damage may be invisible
But pain remains the same
My heart bleeds from stitching myself back together
When i am frayed i fear these knots won’t last forever
If i am anything anymore
It’s frayed and afraid
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