these train tracks just keep building
my life just keeps breakin
I keep gettin panic attacks
keep gettin lied to
these train tracks….

these train tracks look like the cuts and bruises on my arms
coverin my scars up with my smile
tryin to look okay for the world
but on the inside
i have train tracks drawin the line on my heart
I wanna heal
but I can’t heal the cuts I drew with the knife on my ribs

these train tracks just keep building
my life just keeps breakin
I keep gettin panic attacks
keep gettin lied to
these train tracks….

I asked for help,
but these train tracks won’t heal
I’ve tried bandaids
therapy
nothin works
nothin works
I want these train tracks to disappear
I am depressed an cold
wanderin
wonderin when this train ride will end

these train tracks just keep building
my life just keeps breakin
I keep gettin panic attacks
keep gettin lied to
these train tracks….