When will this emptiness fade?
My debts have I paid?
Drenched in tears is every page I write,
I have given up this lost fight,
Here in the dark I shall lie,
For eighteen days more,
I will be a captive in a box without a door,
Every moment I want to say goodbye,
I have got a blade in hand,
But I am sure you wont understand,
These eighteen days left of tears
Their end will bring to life all my fears,
It has been a long battle,
My life has been quiet a rattle,
There are only eighteen days left of tears
Until I will be attacked with the might of a thousand spears,
I would ask to be saved,
But I will just end up betrayed.