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365 days

April 19, 2021
By Raj1095 BRONZE, Kolhapur, Other
Raj1095 BRONZE, Kolhapur, Other
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With a tonne of memories,
And a heavy heart ,
From your life
Today I depart.

Cause I think it's time , for me to go
Regardless we met only a year ago.

I saw you from my window today ,
Your face beaming with the crimson sunray
I know you'll be happy
Even though Ill be a mess,
So here's something I'd wanna confess.
We weren't perfect from the first day,
But does it mean you won't ask me to stay?

I'll still be in awe of you,
Just so you know.
Regardless we met only a year ago.

We were supposed to talk one day,
But that day never arrived.
Atleast you had others to lean on,
Pain in this lonely heart thrived.
I know you had everything ,
Maybe that's why there was no place for me ,
Cause waiting for you to love me back,
Was like trying to burn the sea.

You never called me back,
Just Let the seperation grow
Regardless we met only a year ago.

I won't disturb you now,
From these clutches you are free.
But an ache in this heart will always be,
From the day you lied, said you liked me.
The same day when we drove all night,
Up to the hills , watched starts until the daylight.
The same day when I knew I was right,
That you'll push me away with all your might.

I wish I could delete the moment
When we said hello,
The day we met a year ago.

Id surely be a billionaire,
If the grief you brought had paid my bills,
The truth being it did nothing but killed.
Killed the believe that two unsuspecting hearts ,
Can always be together without drifting apart.
I wait for you everyday ,
To just ask if everything's okay.
Little did I know the truth I had to find ,
That out of sight meant out of mind.

Time passed quickly, and your charm more so.
Regardless we met only a year ago.

Im thankful to these days of joy,
The days in which , atleast for some time,
My sorrow kind of eloped.
But you outgrew me too early,
Sooner than I'd ever hoped.
You used to understand the dustiest corners of my mixed up soul.
The though of losing you terrified me all along .
The time had come , I came to know,
When we stopped singing our favourite song .

The sad part of the story being ,
I wish you had given
More time for us to explore,
Regardless we met only a year ago.

Did you always want to betray,
Cause if you didn't , you'd still stay.
Even after knowing
your worth in my life
After all this time,
The field is what you wanted to play.
I didn't know that holding onto someone ,
Always came with a price.
That you got to tolerate all the sweet and sugary lies.
The lie that they want you as much you do,
The lie that whatever they do it's for you.
The lie that those lyrics resembled
Your bond,
You kept lying and I kept growing fond.
You'd always amaze me with the way that you'd think,
Little that I know you thought of leaving in a blink.
The hardest part of losing something which wasn't yours to gain
Is to do it everyday again and again..

I'll always be urs even if you are not mine,
Don't worry , if you will, about me,
I'll be just fine.
I love you so I let you go,
Regardless we met only a year ago.


The author's comments:

Im a very emotional and sensitive person. If I get emotionally attached to someone.everything they do affects me and hence these are some random 3 am thoughts I've penned down as a poem.hopegully it'll be relatable and you'll like it.😊


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