Can it be true

Do I want to live now

I think I do

I have not felt this feeling in a long time

It's like a stranger walking into your house

They don't know what is what

Happiness is a very rare thing

Like seeing the 7 tailed fox

People would think I am crazy

I am the most unhappy kid in the school

If people seen me happy they would know something is up

But if I feel this feeling I want someone to know

But who can I tell not my friends, not my parents

I cannot tell anyone but this document

I guess I knew it was too good to be true because that feeling is fading

I guess I will go back to being sad 24/7

It's fine i'm used to it

But if anyone sees this just know I have been happy before

So don't be surprised if i am at a party smiling for real

Not faking it, not pretending

Because i may have truly been happy