This is the most difficult decision,
Feels like its me going on a deadly mission.
Break his heart or break mine?
For I know it will never really be “all fine”.
Seems like I am leaving a piece of me behind ,
For, a day without him would make me lose my mind.
“Helpless” is all I feel ,
But the main question is how do I really deal?

Staying with him , the sadness from my heart misses,
But the thought of having to see him with her, breaks my heart into a million pieces.
My bestfriend, all my firsts, my everything he is,
Why can’t this be over with just a little bit of ease?
They tell me maybe its for the best,
But how do I ever tell them,
He is the only one keeping me sane among all the rest.
Who knew the “forever” would be over so soon,
thinking about us all I can remember is your resemblance-‘the moon’.

Its the most selfish thing I’ll ever do
Still can’t help but think only of you,
Leaving is so difficult but staying will kill,
Wishing I could just keep you close, even if it’s against everyone’s will.