Maybe one day I'll be able to say my apology to you personally
Although I don't see it happening anytime soon
I'm not strong enough to do so yet
I am feeling too many emotions
Feeling bad that I ruined everything between us
And now nothing will ever be the same
I can't believe it got this far
I was so naive
How could I be so stupid?
I've been asking myself that a lot lately
I hurt you and I'm so ashamed
Because really, not everything is what it seems to be
You are so important to me
So that's why you deserve this apology
I'm sorry for making that mistake
If only you knew how much pain I felt because of it
How many tears I've cried
If you could see how much has been on my mind
How much regret has weighed me down
Maybe you would understand..
Just a little bit.
I don't know what else to do
I just don't want you to be mad at me
I miss talking to you
I miss the way things used to be
So much has changed
Now you're so upset with me
Please don't give up on me..
I do need you more than you realize
I know I can't take back what I've done
But I learned from it!
I honestly did
And I will never make the same mistake twice.