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I Can't Keep Loving You.
maybe it's necessary to fall out of love.
 otherwise, i think my bones would eventually
 erode with an over-dosage of saline and intrepid
 affection. and as much as i adored the thought of
 melting into your skin, i was merely a unique ingredient 
 of oil and soluble water. 
 
 you would never allow my fingers to
 press into your ribcage.
 
 but i'm okay.
 i'm licking my chapped lips free of 
 poison you dripped
 onto the cracks and 
 seizing the moment of recognition
 of a beautiful boy; 
 i guess i don't care if that hurts you.
 his hands are soft and keen 
 like a piece of cotton clothing
 from the dryer and his eyes are 
 fierce with a containment
 of passion that blend in with his laughter. 
 i found my escape from your guarded 
 presence and pointed my dreams
 in a new direction, 
 and i promise you this;
 you don't have to worry about 
 occupying the majority of my time
 anymore.
 
 i wanted a giddy foolish grin to
 creep across my face and
 a rapid heartbeat when
 love ravished the best parts of me.
 your crooked smile left me
 breathless, but the aftermath of
 the baggage you tossed on my
 mattress only left my eyes dreary
 and bloodshot.
 
 i'm not wishing you angst
 or regret or disappointment.
 i'm just asking for my heart
 back, so i can place it directly
 in the hands of a boy who
 will keep the blood flowing
 evenly throughout my body. 
 
 because you just can't promise me that.

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