Behind closed eyes
Alone,
Darkness,
Abandoned,
I reach out my hand for someone to gab it
Praying in this endless blackness that I am not alone
But I am.
My breaths hurt,
My eyes search,
But no one is there
For me.
Tear feel like knives
Cutting down my face
And no one can hand me a tissue.
My brain is flooded
With visions of my empty funeral.
A priest didn't even show up.
And my mother talks about my absence
In a happy note.
And my lover finds new love
With out even saying goodbye.
So I lay here,
In myself for an eternity
Alone,
Cold,
Depressed.
And no one wants me.
My body now turns cold.
I am one of the damned,
Whose punishment is to walk this earth
Alone,
Hopeless,
Forgotten.