I can't think straight as I lay in my bed with you on my mind. I don't know why it hurts so much. The pain is unbearable. I realize that I may have lost you for good. you're with him now, and it breaks my heart. There is too much pain to even think about. I watch as you kiss him with so much passion that the pain flares up again. You don't realize how much you mean to me anymore. You were once my world. All those days not giving two thoughts to what everybody thought. We would kiss in the crowded room and not even care. I miss those days. There wasn't as much pain back then. Now there is too much pain...Pain....