Crying of my love
Buying time to give up
My brothers are hear in my heart and I can’t let them go
Dad is trying to push so hard to make me successful
And I can’t tell him to stop so I have to go with it
Darkness is going to fall and I will have a new day
After the grand mother of me died I had nothing to be happy about
From the stroke swimming in her viands and the person upstairs took her away
On love day she read my card and those were last things she saw
Now on her new journey
She was gone in a flash and me standing there in complete darkness
For a while I stood there like a toad ready to pounce
Replaying that moment over and over again
Until my mother came in the room and shook me and I was back I guess
But when my sister died
The flowers of my family’s life
To go to die and me trying to hold in
Until the beautiful sun gave me a brother and I was not letting go of him
That had filled me with joy
Not holding in cause
The countdown is not up.