I’m sorry mom, I’m sorry dad.
I’m sorry to those I didn’t know I had.
I plead for your forgiveness,
I need to flee from my distress.
Just know this life isn't for me,
Although I know deep down you’ll disagree.

I want your understanding,
I want your concurrence,
I’m sincerely apologizing for this grieving occurrence.
I just don’t belong here, I rather leave instead
I rather leave now, then watch me slowly-
Bleed red.

I can’t try to live reality when a part of me is hiding,
I’m being torn apart, emotionally dividing.
I’m bisected amongst misery and the slightest bit of hope,
I can’t comprehend with how to successfully cope.

I need to go, please listen and please try to hear me.
I’m leaving so my body is no longer weary.
I’ll be a floating spirit, an angel, loose and free
Trust me, this the way it should be.

I have no strength left to fight,
All I need right now is sensation
I’m desperate to see that light.

I’ll never truly be gone,
I’ll be in your memory, and up in the sky before dawn.
I’m shining bright, I AM one of those,
All of you, just look up, you’ll see me,
You’ll see Alizabeth Rose.