Is your heart breaking inside?
Mine is.
When you left, I just lied.
I told myself everything was fine.
My heart then drew a line.
It broke more since that dreadful day you left.
I never regained my strength.
I never found my happiness.
I never... moved on.
Now, almost a year later, I lie here and wonder.
Do you ever think about me?
Is there anything I could have done?
Have you forgotten what we had?
All those long nights,
Every sweet words said.
I haven't felt the same since.
New people surrounding me.
They know me, yet they also don't.
Can they see the pain hidden behind my smile?
Can they see the tears that are slowly creeping through?
I tried to move on. I really did.
Yet, at the end of each day, you still consume my thoughts.
This feeling won't go away.
Maybe, I'll wait.
My death bed will wait for me.
That's when the hurt will stop.
When the clock has it's last tick,
When I take my last breath.
I can STOP...