It has been awhile since I felt this way,
I barely describe or say,
This feeling deep inside,
Something I try to hide.
This darkness swells inside me,
Something I wish not to be.
We have all seen the verdict,
You know I am not perfect.
Honestly I love you,
I hope this you knew.
I cannot explain why I do the things I do,
I guess it depends on your point of view.
You say I am not a bad person,
But I feel like a burden.
I promise from now on not to hurt you,
My words are true.
I understand if you do not trust what I say,
It is perfectly okay.
My response to that, my answer,
I am sorry I am monster.