"I'll fix my mistakes" I said. Yet I really meant I'll change myself.

"I'll stop getting mad." I said. Yet I really meant I'll change myself.

I said to you I'd try but It never really sunk in. I've done so much wrong. If I could reverse time and start again I'd wipe all the tear's you cried for her. I'd be your shoulder from the start Instead of the black hearted b**ch I was. I'd change in a heart beat. I'd take back all the conversation's I had about you. I'd make thing's right, but I can't. Here we are at the end, or is it the end? Does all the bad really rule out all the good, or are we just not letting it through? I'd take back the laugh's and the memories to if that's what it would take to save you.

"Lies." You said.

"Your all the same saying sorry but really all you do is lie."

"I won't lie." I said. Yet I lied from the beginning. I said I was fine but really I'm falling. Everyday I say I'm fine but really everyday it get's worse. Pain increasing regret doubling. It's tearing me apart. I've fallen, fallen from the stars. I'm at rock bottom and I can see clearly now.

All you wanted was a shoulder to cry on. You missed her, you wanted to tell her you were sorry. I will be your shoulder now... but is it to late?

I've cried many tear's over this and many more for other's but none of those tears can compare to what you felt. You were falling. I should have caught you, but I let you fall and now when I ask you to catch me you won't because I didn't catch you.