Coasted off these shallow dreams
They break away as they sink beneath
A tumor tied to my lungs and ribcage
Air as rare as the light that casts above me.
These sirens that laugh and watch my struggle.
As family and friends just cray and swallow..
down the guilt horded bellow they burrow.
Nothing, but thoughts of a never ending seal
Is this my imagination or is this real.

Blackened mind the taste of defeat salted with a hint of bitter lies.
These foolish hopes casted at sea.
I throw away these bottled dreams.
Deeper, Deeper stricken with blows.
The anchor tossed, tied ti these hands and bones.
Leeking from these soulless marbles,
that watch your crimes.
Unfolded threw time like wrinkled age that comes alive.
Nothing, but thoughts of a never ending seal.
Is this my imagination or is this real.

As these mirrored glass eyes reflect your deeds.
The waves that hit experienced to rust the core.
Inside and out the water flows.
Strands upon strands of seaweed green
as these small air filled balloons float to the top.
The darkness sits here as it blocks sight.
It disappears the light that shone once ago.
Nothing but thoughts of a never ending fate
was never my imagination, but the reality I must face.